I'm writing 100 little i love you 's
and putting them in 100 little bottles
and sealing them tight with 100 little corks
and tying them to 100 helium balloons
and setting them free into the clear,
iridescent,
morning sky
so that when 100 little people
find their little bottles
sealed tight with the little corks
they'll open it,
and read it,
and know that somewhere
in the world
somebody loves them,
because
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return."
and although I'm just a silly,
extroverted little girl
writing 100 little notes to
100 random people she'll never meet
I know that whatever you dish out
comes back x3
and maybe someday in the far far future
somebody will love me too.

--
Does that make sense?
My self esteem is in the gutter today.
I just want a hug.

4.

There is a Spider building a spider web around me
as I sit here on the computer becoming just another
dusty antique on a shelf.

P.S. I wanna have sex to "Follow and Feel" by Saosin

3.

I woke up this morning with the following question
on my formspring:

What's the most unselfish thing you've ever done?

And to be honest, I have no idea.
So I decided, "Well, I'll just make someone very happy today I guess."
I got out my bike and I headed for Publix
in the scorching heat with 5 dollars worth of quarters in my pocket.
When I got to Publix I realized my bike lock had been rusted shut and
it took me a good 10 minutes to get the damn thing to stay on the fucking bar.
I went inside and searched down all of the aisles until I found the
Lunchables. I got 2 of them. 1 Pepperoni Pizza and 1 Cheese Pizza.

After Publix I had to get to the downtown plaza, and I don't drive,
and I certainly don't know directions but I had to give it my best shot.
I rode through a small neighborhood that kinda looked familiar and
hoped to god I wouldn't end up at the Thomas Center,
because once I'm at the Thomas Center
I have NO IDEA where anything is...Guess where I ended up?

I spent a good 40 minutes in the blistering heat circling around,
almost getting hit by cars and such,
when I saw a big busy street.
I followed the long stretch of sidewalk in front of me
and I eventually ended up where I needed to be.
I parked my bike outside of my moms office building and I ran
upstairs to the bathroom to clean myself up and put on make up.

When I was presentable I went upstairs and got the family quilt from my mother.
It's huge and made of lots of different fabrics and just perfect for my little surprise.
I called my best friend Cary and told him that after he got off of work,
to meet me at my moms job.

When he met me downstairs I yelled "WE'RE GOING ON A PICNIC!!"
I took him to the 4th floor of the parking garage
(because it looked like it was going to rain outside)
and we had ourselves the cutest lil' picnic you could ever imagine.

When it was time for us to go we went to our favorite little pocket park
and sat under the little roof thing.
We were sitting and talking when it started to rain REALLY REALLY HARD!
We snuggled up under the quilt and watched as the rain flooded the entire park.

I know that this isn't written in a poetic fashion
or anything, but I just had to Jot down my day
day I had before I went to sleep and forgot about it.

-Sigh- I had a really REALLY good day today.
Thanks for listening


P.S. I'm a dumbass and I fucked up my ankle trying to get in my bunk bed so
now I'm all bandaged up until the swelling goes down.




MEGA FAIL!!

2.

You know that song that's all
"I just died in your arms tonight.."?
Well I know what that feels like.
I don't know what it is about those oddly tanned
forearms and that chest...that chesty chest chest...
that perfectly imperfect, slightly hairy chest that I can't seem
to keep my hands off of, that make me swoon every time.
It's like every time we caress time stands still and I just wanna fall asleep
standing in this damn elevator pressing your thin body into the cold metal corner forever.

I'm starting to think that your hugs are more powerful than you kisses...
It's almost like each hug let's our bodies share a thousand secrets.
I don't know where I'm going with all of this,
but I just really need one of those hugs right now.

Did anything I just say make sense? Probably not.
But it's 3am. I have every right to be utterly insane.

1.

-Name: Maelee.-
-Taken..-
-Rainbow Fetish-
-Charlie and Lola.-
-17 years young-
-Back Problems-
-Heart Problems-
Girl has PROBLEMS
-.Perverted.Sarcastic.Extroverted.Assertive.Bitchy.Grumpy.Friendly.Outgoing-

-Nice to meet you?-
-Arizona Tea and Crystal Castles-
-Reads.Writes.Paints.Draws.-
-Always listening to music.-
-Past is the past & Doesn't plan on dwelling on it.-
-Lost plenty best friends, but gained even greater ones.-
-Angel from your Nightmare-
-Independent.-
-Algebra = NO-
-Barefoot-
-Dresses/Acts.How she wants.-
-Hugs And Kisses-
-Vegetarian-
-Peace.Love.Unity.Respect.-
-Sick.All.The.Time.-
-Sleeps All Day. Up All Night.-
-Swears TOO MUCH!!-
-Short-
-Smoothy Smooth Legs-
-Facebook > Myspace-
-Music-
-WEAVE!!!-
-Flat Footed.-

CAUTION:
She Bites




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